Post by Katara on Sept 20, 2009 13:38:25 GMT -5
While Aang was out building snowmen and having snowball fights with the village children, Katara remained by herself. She wasn't one to just sit around, so she decided to take a walk.
She sighed heavily.
What is WRONG with me? she thought. I usually love spending time with Aang. But today? I really don't feel like it. Everything's been great between us, and I can say I'm happy...Maybe I'm just having an off-day? I mean, I shouldn't be expected to feel completely content and fun-loving every day...I don't know...
I wonder if Zuko got that letter I sent him? I shouldn't have sent it. It was just on impulse. It was stupid...And what if it upsets Mai? I don't want to do that. What if it makes Zuko feel uncomfortable? Those are definitely two things I DON'T want to do. I wonder how I sounded?
Then--
"Katara--stop," she scolded herself. "If you keep thinking like that, you're going to drive yourself crazy...But I really would like to know what he thought of it..." She shook her head. "He probably won't even have time to read it...Ugh, this is so frustrating! Why am I worrying so much? It's just Zuko! He would never judge me like that. He wouldn't think anything I say is stupid!
What is my problem? Why am I thinking about him so much all of a sudden? It's probably just because I've got an ambassador trip to the Fire Nation coming soon. That's probably all it is...
So in that case, I shouldn't be so nervous...But who says I'm nervous about seeing Zuko? I could just be nervous because there will be professional diplomats there, and I want to make a good impression! Why does this have to be about Zuko?
I should just go have a snowball fight with the village children and Aang and stop thinking about this because again, I'm going to drive myself crazy!"
She sighed again.
"I should go talk to Gran-Gran. She always gives great advice. I bet she could help me sort out the mess in my head."
I'm definitely going to go join the snowball fight. Maybe it'll make me forget about all this.
With that, she headed over to where Aang and the other children were having their snowball fight, divided into two teams and ducking behind walls of snow they'd made.
She sighed heavily.
What is WRONG with me? she thought. I usually love spending time with Aang. But today? I really don't feel like it. Everything's been great between us, and I can say I'm happy...Maybe I'm just having an off-day? I mean, I shouldn't be expected to feel completely content and fun-loving every day...I don't know...
I wonder if Zuko got that letter I sent him? I shouldn't have sent it. It was just on impulse. It was stupid...And what if it upsets Mai? I don't want to do that. What if it makes Zuko feel uncomfortable? Those are definitely two things I DON'T want to do. I wonder how I sounded?
Then--
"Katara--stop," she scolded herself. "If you keep thinking like that, you're going to drive yourself crazy...But I really would like to know what he thought of it..." She shook her head. "He probably won't even have time to read it...Ugh, this is so frustrating! Why am I worrying so much? It's just Zuko! He would never judge me like that. He wouldn't think anything I say is stupid!
What is my problem? Why am I thinking about him so much all of a sudden? It's probably just because I've got an ambassador trip to the Fire Nation coming soon. That's probably all it is...
So in that case, I shouldn't be so nervous...But who says I'm nervous about seeing Zuko? I could just be nervous because there will be professional diplomats there, and I want to make a good impression! Why does this have to be about Zuko?
I should just go have a snowball fight with the village children and Aang and stop thinking about this because again, I'm going to drive myself crazy!"
She sighed again.
"I should go talk to Gran-Gran. She always gives great advice. I bet she could help me sort out the mess in my head."
I'm definitely going to go join the snowball fight. Maybe it'll make me forget about all this.
With that, she headed over to where Aang and the other children were having their snowball fight, divided into two teams and ducking behind walls of snow they'd made.
